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Philo
02 October 2008 @ 01:14 pm
Not The One

I'm not the one
How could I ever be?
I once was that
Sitting in a tree
Hanging upside down
From high places
Careless and free
Pulling many faces

I dared to do
So much more
You wouldn't believe
Hard at the core
And now what
What's left of me?
Is there more than
Longing for the tree?

I'd like to think there is
Would you agree?
How much can you see
Of what's truly me?
Can you see that light?
Wanting to shine
Wanting so much
To be all mine

This girl has dreams
Not so little oh so grand
She wishes for the Universe
A raindrop in her hand
She wishes to be a smile
Across your pretty face
She wants to be the sweet one
And the one in blackest lace

She wants to be
Hey maybe perhaps even yours
She knows it isn't time yet
To open all those doors
Battered locks unlocked
With the turning of a key
Past undone and future untold
Would you like to share it with me?


Copyright October 2nd 2008
 
 
Philo
21 September 2008 @ 01:12 pm
Follow The Stream

He
Offers safety
A fine cocoon
Woven of silk
And of Dust

Offers me
A lifetime of
Perfection
Careful love
Without rust

I should
Shouldn't I?
Fall for him
Go along
Not think back

Everybody
Expecting this
Hoping it
But is it
The right track?

For I
Realise far
Too well that
He's not the one
Mostly on my mind

And I long
For something
That's less still
A path where there is
Adventure to find

Aye, I fear
For with him
I did not shake
After a mere word
Had been writ

I did not
Swallow hard
To not cry
Out of care and worry
After a visit

I did not ache
Every single day
For a single word
Fretting until
Silenced by news

I did not wish
To become better
To give it all
To change life
And the rules

Maybe I find
Impossibility
Safe and I
Stay always
Out of harms way

But these questions
Need to be asked
Confusion needs
To be solved
One day

One wants me
Offering me
The world
Warmth, care
And eternity

And one might possibly
Never even see me
Or consider
I might never
Enough be

Am I projecting?
Am I running away?
I fear I couldn't stand
The distant dreaming
The quiet life

It's what I
Always longed for
But perhaps
Not with one
As quiet as I

The silence
Would be deafening
I'd ache and long
For bombs instead
Noise, sound

Ah gentle life
But I'm not done
Haven't even started yet
I'd like to first be free
Before I'm bound

It'd be so easy
Perhaps
The easy way out
I'm torn between
Reason and heart

I should
They'll all think me mad
But the heart
Cannot be fooled
Not for any part

So I stay
In heck I remain
Not moving
When he asks
If I feel

I silently eye
Another
Not knowing why
But without choice
Love makes no deals

Aye, I am
Confused
I don't know
What is real
Or dream

I only know
What I feel now
I trust the path given to me
So without seeing the sea
I'll follow the stream


September 21st 2008
 
 
Philo
14 September 2008 @ 01:12 pm
Obsession

Day after day
Counting minutes and hours
Ready to tumble and dive
To overtake towers
Breathing it in
The moments that pass
Savouring every word
As long as it lasts
Harvesting it...
And then wanting more
Longing for the next wave
While the first
Is yet to leave the shore
Cannot be compared
To something trivial and small
'Tis an overwhelming feeling
Overpowering all
It aches too
Perhaps the strangest thing
Is the missing
Like the brush of a wing
Painting a world...
Of shimmer and shade
The brightest of colours
Heavenly induced but most certainly
Man made


September the 14th, 2008
 
 
Philo
10 September 2008 @ 01:10 pm
New Visions

Can you look into the mirror
For I can't see you
But I know that you are there

Wouldn't it be perfect
If the whole world would end
And we could disappear

Then restrictions would be gone
And I could hold your hand
We could whisper secrets
I could write a message
In silky bright red sand

Oh the sun is gone today
And yet I feel warm
Inside there is a little glow

Wouldn't it be perfect
If you could love me
So that I wouldn't have to go

And rain would stop falling
Day after day, all starry nights
I could become that little vixen
A road to hell and back
And all would be alright

Now blessed be the moments
That two of us make one
When old ties are loosened

And new faces are appearing
The burning bright red warmth
That passionate love without end

Yes wouldn't it be perfect
If the whole world would end today
And we could re-appear as soldiers
Brothers in arms, fighting for love
And overcome that what now not we may


Wednesday September 10th, 2008
 
 
Philo
07 September 2008 @ 01:10 pm
Catalyst

Tear my soul out
Away
Oh Music
Become me
So I can become
You

Tear me apart
Bring me to tears
To life
Under secret stars
Where Love still
Lives

Hold me tight
There
Never let me go
So I can live
Within your tunes
Forever

I will not want
For any more
Or any less
I could live
And breathe to
Bring

To those who ache
Life itself
In a box
From Ear to Heart
From Life to Life
Alive

Break me
Make me yours
How could I not
Wish to be a part
Of freedom and
Peace

Be a Catalyst
for those I love
So they'd never
Have to hurt
While I strum their
Souls



Sunday September 7th 2008
 
 
 
 

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