Cupido & Psyche

Not The One

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:04:47 GMT

Not The One

I'm not the one
How could I ever be?
I once was that
Sitting in a tree
Hanging upside down
From high places
Careless and free
Pulling many faces

I dared to do
So much more
You wouldn't believe
Hard at the core
And now what
What's left of me?
Is there more than
Longing for the tree?

I'd like to think there is
Would you agree?
How much can you see
Of what's truly me?
Can you see that light?
Wanting to shine
Wanting so much
To be all mine

This girl has dreams
Not so little oh so grand
She wishes for the Universe
A raindrop in her hand
She wishes to be a smile
Across your pretty face
She wants to be the sweet one
And the one in blackest lace

She wants to be
Hey maybe perhaps even yours
She knows it isn't time yet
To open all those doors
Battered locks unlocked
With the turning of a key
Past undone and future untold
Would you like to share it with me?

Copyright October 2nd 2008

Follow The Stream

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:03:53 GMT

Follow The Stream

He
Offers safety
A fine cocoon
Woven of silk
And of Dust

Offers me
A lifetime of
Perfection
Careful love
Without rust

I should
Shouldn't I?
Fall for him
Go along
Not think back

Everybody
Expecting this
Hoping it
But is it
The right track?

For I
Realise far
Too well that
He's not the one
Mostly on my mind

And I long
For something
That's less still
A path where there is
Adventure to find

Aye, I fear
For with him
I did not shake
After a mere word
Had been writ

I did not
Swallow hard
To not cry
Out of care and worry
After a visit

I did not ache
Every single day
For a single word
Fretting until
Silenced by news

I did not wish
To become better
To give it all
To change life
And the rules

Maybe I find
Impossibility
Safe and I
Stay always
Out of harms way

But these questions
Need to be asked
Confusion needs
To be solved
One day

One wants me
Offering me
The world
Warmth, care
And eternity

And one might possibly
Never even see me
Or consider
I might never
Enough be

Am I projecting?
Am I running away?
I fear I couldn't stand
The distant dreaming
The quiet life

It's what I
Always longed for
But perhaps
Not with one
As quiet as I

The silence
Would be deafening
I'd ache and long
For bombs instead
Noise, sound

Ah gentle life
But I'm not done
Haven't even started yet
I'd like to first be free
Before I'm bound

It'd be so easy
Perhaps
The easy way out
I'm torn between
Reason and heart

I should
They'll all think me mad
But the heart
Cannot be fooled
Not for any part

So I stay
In heck I remain
Not moving
When he asks
If I feel

I silently eye
Another
Not knowing why
But without choice
Love makes no deals

Aye, I am
Confused
I don't know
What is real
Or dream

I only know
What I feel now
I trust the path given to me
So without seeing the sea
I'll follow the stream

September 21st 2008

Obsession

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:02:37 GMT

Obsession

Day after day
Counting minutes and hours
Ready to tumble and dive
To overtake towers
Breathing it in
The moments that pass
Savouring every word
As long as it lasts
Harvesting it...
And then wanting more
Longing for the next wave
While the first
Is yet to leave the shore
Cannot be compared
To something trivial and small
'Tis an overwhelming feeling
Overpowering all
It aches too
Perhaps the strangest thing
Is the missing
Like the brush of a wing
Painting a world...
Of shimmer and shade
The brightest of colours
Heavenly induced but most certainly
Man made

September the 14th, 2008

New Visions

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:02:08 GMT

New Visions

Can you look into the mirror
For I can't see you
But I know that you are there

Wouldn't it be perfect
If the whole world would end
And we could disappear

Then restrictions would be gone
And I could hold your hand
We could whisper secrets
I could write a message
In silky bright red sand

Oh the sun is gone today
And yet I feel warm
Inside there is a little glow

Wouldn't it be perfect
If you could love me
So that I wouldn't have to go

And rain would stop falling
Day after day, all starry nights
I could become that little vixen
A road to hell and back
And all would be alright

Now blessed be the moments
That two of us make one
When old ties are loosened

And new faces are appearing
The burning bright red warmth
That passionate love without end

Yes wouldn't it be perfect
If the whole world would end today
And we could re-appear as soldiers
Brothers in arms, fighting for love
And overcome that what now not we may

Wednesday September 10th, 2008

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:00:46 GMT

Catalyst

Tear my soul out
Away
Oh Music
Become me
So I can become
You

Tear me apart
Bring me to tears
To life
Under secret stars
Where Love still
Lives

Hold me tight
There
Never let me go
So I can live
Within your tunes
Forever

I will not want
For any more
Or any less
I could live
And breathe to
Bring

To those who ache
Life itself
In a box
From Ear to Heart
From Life to Life
Alive

Break me
Make me yours
How could I not
Wish to be a part
Of freedom and
Peace

Be a Catalyst
for those I love
So they'd never
Have to hurt
While I strum their
Souls

Sunday September 7th 2008

No Frills

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 11:00:15 GMT

No Frills

Kept the title still
A harm ye none do what ye will
I may seem harmless
Nothing much to confess
Plagued by thought
Should have; ought
To gently have done that
When two parted
Bless by love and luck
But by confusion struck
And so time seeps
Into a world that sleeps
Finding it hard to deal
With what's dream or real
Projection or not
Surely I've lost the plot
If ever there once was one
I know when it begun
Just don't know where
Ground, heaven or mid-air
This strangeness will end
Or where it will send
This all consuming energy
When almost in tears I'd be
Surely leaving should
When part was all I could
Not hurt this much
And almost panic as such
Have to switch off
My unbridled love
For the need to care
For those needing to be
More aware of life's treasury
Is it wrong to want to give
The soul that I live
Just to take the darkness away
What could I say
What could I do
I'd pour into you
And share all ache
My part I'd take
Happily I'd be in pain
If it'd make you smile again...

Some friends come for fun alone
Some only when no stone is thrown
Some stick by and stand their ground
It's there where love and care be found
Aware I am to equal vague intensity
When so quickly I love unconditionally
And such I do with no frills to fear
Aside from the knowledge of being held dear

Night of August 18th on 19th

The Deep Waters

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:58:38 GMT

The Deep Waters

I should be silent as a grave
Let the walls be my tomb
Not find words within
To speak of loud waves
And deafening sounds

Hush indeed, for what it is
That strange sensation inside
So accustomed to the wind
That storms might bring
That the sea now seems devoid

A stretching surface of blue
Dark against the endless sky
Tempting me with thoughts
Of imprudent possibilities
Seeking solace within its depth

Holding my breath in expectation
How easily becomes the cold
Of the water a warm embrace
Wishing for a mermaid's tail
To swim these waters forever

©June 8th 2008

I'd Give My Life For Beauty

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:57:58 GMT

I'd Give My Life For Beauty

Trade me a reason
Why not to be
I'm so sick of these chains
That life is holding on me

I'm suppossed to be this
I'm supposed to be that
I'm supposed to be everything at once
But never in the slightest bit me
What can I see?
Who can I be?

Obsession is a rare thing
It trades nothing
It betrays nothing at all
But the own self

Why do I get stuck on spirit
Why do I ache to see and have more
What is the reason I love so much
Without an apparent reason
Or rule? There is none
No rule to this

What am I looking for
Behind so many closed doors?
What do I expect to find
But a cure to all of this?

Do I seek to give so much
To somehow regain part of me
Myself, how I once used to be
Many lives ago, not this one
I don't know
I have no clue

Love so much and so deep
That it aches inside
For each wonderous soul
It's a hell of a ride

But always alone to be done
Sometimes momentarily shared
Anything for a smile I've always said
Just to see the light in those eyes
So that they know they were loved
So that they know someone cared

I'd give my life for beauty
But I will not die
I will merge
And surface once again within

©230408

Dream Of Time

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:57:08 GMT

Dream Of Time

Dream then
Perchance to dream
What does time mean
If not the world
To you

A space full
Of void, of depth
Of moments and gaps
Silence and noise
Of all

What will come
Back to you now
If what was then
Was only then
But never always?

What is time
But a dream
The dream of people
Who hope to find
Something

Eternity which
They could never
Hold within them
If they don't
Believe

Live by the spirit
Nothing is ever
Truly lost then
And you'll live
Forever

©230408

(Life) Without A Sound

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:55:21 GMT

(Life) Without A Sound

And then the sun began to die
I could see it in your eyes
What faded was a life not lived
A gift surrended before opened

What tears must I have wept
Before off this world I'll be swept
When dreams have faded too
Into sand and smoke or fog

I hold on to what it was tightly
Perhaps too tight for what I can see
Here I stand with a token
Held strongly in my hand

"What is it?" surely he did ask
But I was not convinced yet of its task
Burn, burn then deep within me
But never ever be forgotten

Completely taken aback every time
But I cannot make this moment mine
I still miss what has to be missed
The things a person once did

What was once said to me not so long ago
Is running through my mind to and fro
How can I move on this time around
When life is so fragile - so fragile

And can leave without a sound?

April 17th 2008

The Will To Go On

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:54:14 GMT

The Will To Go On

Well meant preaching, sorry I've had more than enough
As if I don't know all that already
Sometimes life that way is just too tough
I don't want to live in a box
And feel like shoes too tight in the dark
Don't want to suffocate in a normal job
Where every day life misses it's spark
Would that I'd have someone by my side
Not to take all the sorrow away
That's not a possibility
But to hold me in the dark
And to keep my spirit free
I have nothing though
And perhaps that is alright
Maybe my purpose only is to give
And to not receive such light
How to love again
For fear that they'll die
To lose something too close to the heart
Like the light in the sky
What's the difference
What does it truly matter
In the end we'll all die
And contrary to what most believe
I know where I'll be
Finalized in unity
Sometimes that seems so much better
Than to have to hold on
But the truth is I'm no quitter
Perhaps I am more tough than strong
It's no willfulness
Nor a simple will to hold on
It's just stubborness really
To not want to give in or up
But just to go on
I'm sure one day it may be different
Who knows and who can tell?
Until then I'll life my life for others
And I'll try to keep them well
I'll sacrifice myself happily
To see smile those I care about
To keep them safe and warm
And take away at least one doubt
The one that says I will be there
if they need me to be by their side
So much care I feel 't is overflowing
And perhaps one day
'T is that something more solid
In return I'll find...

120408

Silent Dance

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 10:53:03 GMT

Silent dance

And so it is done
where we have met
where the sun sets
upon this lonely path

Chemistry - what's that
when it occurs between
two souls that walk
each separate ways

Where is the line to hold
the sign to make
the cross to bind
the soul to enter

Are we one
I swear at times we are
and then nothing
but silent confusion

If only - 't is so much
what I would wish
to tell and speak
nolonger in tongues

Breathing in deep
where the wind dies
and the forgotten ones
break the silence once more

Are you there
Then why are you hiding
will you come
then stop running away from me

But alas; it is not so
Some paths are meant
to stay unwalked
until death sets in

Perhaps then one time
if you'd believe in that
we could have that dance
just that once - just that one time

And then perhaps - Forevermore

Copyright April 12th

Dark Wolf

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:25:17 GMT

Dark Wolf

His eyes are dark and shiny
His countenance rough but fair
There's love within for the fighting
Of sounds of steel filling the air

He's slender, tall and lean
There's knowledge in his mind
There's knowledge in his movements
Which in his interests you'll find

He'll tell you when he likes you
He'll growl when fault is found
No crap will be taken ever
Not from human not from hound

He'll sail the open sea
With pleasure from the start
Pirate, highwayman, outlaw
Bright soul but dark wolf at heart

April 11th 2008

The Rarity of Life

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:24:46 GMT

The Rarity of Life

You may say I'm a dreamer
That I'm not from within this world
How I dream of things that seem unreal
& let the silent truth unfurl

Perhaps I am a fool
Or maybe it's just that you are right
Would not there'd be such longing for another
I just perhaps might have tried

Intrigued enough I was
& recognition of slight possibility
Still not mirroring the deepness of the souls;
Would not have been enough for me

Guess what I'm about
Well to me it was plain to see in the eye
The clearest of crystals might just be dark
But even darkness brings twinkles to the sky

The things I see in people
Might be like foreign food to the blind
But once eaten there is no turning back
For it's peace within that you will find

I see beyond the common borders
I look and I dive straight in deep inside
There is no sense in thinking one able
To keep hidden what one wants to hide

I am overcome by such knowledge
And if found a true soul no doubt I care
If one runs with regret I leave them
But if embraced I'm always there

April 11th 2008

windswept Thoughts

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:57:16 GMT

Windswept Thoughts

They say when love is borrowed
the winds they cannot stay
they sweep the sand from dunes
and countless thoughts away

I look into the mirror
and wonder why and how
my thoughts strained firmly
a frown upon my brow

who am I but a woman
that face that's looking back at me
human being with the same old worries
what has been and what will be

How to strip away the fears
of becoming one with another
in many different ways
should I really bother

Is the road to travel
perhaps too hard
will overcoming the obstacles
prove to give reward

And those roads not traveled
or perhaps a little bit less
what about the matters of the heart
should I of them confess

Where is the line to be crossed
or to be toed and not stepped upon
what are the true boundaries of life
what can be lost or won

How to bend the need of security
the thoughts of arms to hold
to dream of connections made
without the outcome being foretold

Do I look away from what I feel
in me and inside somebody else too
am I the one to tempt the fates
wondering what I should do

Ah the hunger is grand
the need severe enough
but the mind is a conquerer
and the heart far more tough

Still... it would be nice
to share and to give
just a little bit more here and there
something finer to live

So close and yet so far away
are the promises of a life not to be had
is justice really worth it
the possibility of regret

Little things can happen
little loves can occur and be told
such is the path of true connections
a stronger bond to hold

Whereas life without them is senseless
there's still the need of more to have close
but often I wonder whether it is to happen
or whether I'll be forsaken gifts like those

Treasures - they are all
and I in my need for warmth despair
will I ever truly have someone by my side
pure of soul and countenance fair

God if only borders where not so thick
I'd need not yearn for arms to hold me
but life has it's very own rules
and is filled with boundaries

And then to possess that kind of strength
no - 't is not within me I guess
I wish... I wish... I wish...
but I should wish a little bit less

So I am torn between needs and knowing
or just an unreasonable fear
but without a little proper warmth and care
how do I get through yet another year

Bless me with something I can have
as little as perhaps it is allowed to be
any bit of gentle love and care
is already like a lifetime of oxygen to me

Just... oh I don't know
I wish and think of things not to be had
but dreams and wishes are still better
than having naught instead

Fine lines are not to be crossed
just as thin air is best not breathed in
and some things are not to be done
just like one should not commit sin

But where will I be eventually
is there truly a chance to get through
this life without someone by my side
and if not - then who

Sometimes I cannot breathe anymore
simply for the fear of change to come
or to lose what I don't even yet have
and then my mind goes numb

Oh how I ache at times
when I think of what could be
if only I'd dare to live
and unwind these chains on me

Tired of thinking and feeling
at the end of a poem too long
back to the real world of struggling
and dreaming of arms warm and strong

There ends my train of thoughts for today
My whirlwind of emotions - a glimpse inside
Just a tip of the veil uncovered
Before I turn back within and hide

April the 1st 2008

From Within Me

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:09:09 GMT

From Within Me

Love comes from within
Scream as loud as you want
Deny as often as you think you need
But I can see
Far more than you think I can

I have seen through your eyes
You don’t believe in such things
I knew when you were down
I felt when you were sick
Having tuned in

She showed me when it was about
I knew when and how
At night in bed and how it felt
Slowing slipping away
I knew the pain

Smile and think me mad
I don’t mind
I can show you - let you feel
If you’d want me to
It’s easy to do

Oh I wish you’d believe
There’s so much more beyond the book
He wishes to show you He’s so near
A heartbeat away - so much within reach
Move beyond what you preach

Listen closely to the sounds
They are all around
When in silence you retreat
Follow your soul
Listen to your heartbeat

Don’t look outwards
But look within - You can deny
Existence of passing on energy
But I have felt you even
When you were far away from me

Tuning in is easy
Letting go however hard
For me it comes naturally with the caring
I lock my soul
Within the heart

And then let go - that’s all I do
And see... there is the truth
I need no words to read between the lines
The thread of energy is fine
But it’s God’s - not mine

March302008

Possible

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:07:17 GMT

Possible

They say start with something small
before you try and stand up tall
Compare your losses and your gain
So that attempts won’t be in vain
Give the ear a twist and listen hard
Don’t start anything
No not a thing
Unless you can reap the rewards

Well I’m sick of tongues that slash
Knocking down my dreams with a bash
Cracking open the skull of all desire
Burning it down like paper on fire
Forget that miracles still do exist
But hush be silent
Don’t say a word
They won’t know what they’ve missed

Anything is possible - we just don’t know it yet

©130308

Two new poems

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 10:50:45 GMT

Inspired by the life of T.R.

The Flame Inside

See here, there stands a shadow
The void of your presence once there
Now a mere image of what use to
Be the truth of your countenance fair

Empty are my glasses that stand
On the table - devoid of luscious wine
The trail still visible of the kisses
That once caressed this skin of mine

So close and yet so out of reach
I can see your image in my eye
The masked one that took you away
Is only a mirage - not better than I

One day will see the truth unveiled
One night my soul's star will return
No wind can kill this flame inside
Forever and firmly it will always burn

In silence I look as days slip by
In darkness cloaked I bide my time
They say Love is cruel and precious
But no Love - is as precious as mine

~

The Highwayman

In mist on roads so freely traveled
A sudden silhouette did appear
Where as I rubbed my eyes to see it
The ladies squealed with fear

Our carriage was halted - a rough stop
Shouts shooting through the air
And quickly sounds of gunshots followed
Making ash white of cheeks rosy and fair

Looking with great care through curtains
What did my eyes spy but only a feet away
Dark cloaked on a feisty looking stallion
One hand to hold a shimmering gun to sway

Whatever gold I hath I lost that night
To a robber who's horse as lightning ran
Bare we traveled on pleased to have a life
The rest of our possessions with the highwayman

Angel

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 13:46:52 GMT

Angel

There is a soul that lives
On the verge of everything to be
An oldfashioned heart wide as the ocean
Modern man, eyes set on infinity

Sometimes hard as stone
sometimes soft as a feather
sometimes in need of silk
and sometimes in need of leather

Kingdoms come and go
They wake up to brand new dawns
There are perfectly carved houses
and perfectly mowed lawns

Sings to the beat of the sky
And dances with the birds
Faces life in all its reality
Even when the truth hurts

Castles may fall and tumble
Dragons can be nurtured or slain
The world can be a white whirling heaven
Or a hell filled with fire and pain

But there are thoughts for the dreamer
And sustenance for the tortured soul
He who hath the world in his hands
And always appears to be whole

Not thrown off balance that easily
The gent that wears his heart on his sleeve
Hides away to brood over feelings
But stands up for in what he believes

There are worshipped icons and men
The state of statues that will not fall
And in this world of darkness he finds light
By each of the first mornings calls

Tempted but always restrained
Refined and full of ancient courtesy
Full of wisdom and words of poetic praise
Stud to the world - but angel to me

©090108

Unrooted

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 13:45:57 GMT

Unrooted

You cannot brave the sky
and think to escape unscarred
Eagles soar high up above
and land safely on the top
of a tree in the wild lands

Tears may not uncover
The full truth of things inside
Dreams might haunt you
And travels might unravel
the path which needs following

Take a step back and reflect
See what you truly have
And what you truly need
Can it be nearer than you thought
Right on your emotional doorstep

Maybe not at hand, nor nearby
but with some shuffling of time
and space over the face of this earth
Some unlocking of rooted habits;
Earth can be your personal paradise

©090108

De Ware Liefde

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 23:17:53 GMT

De Ware Liefde

Waanzin zeg ik je - waanzin
Puur en onvergeten - er is gevaar
Wanneer ik jou zie sterf ik
Bijna vanzelf van binnen aldaar

Niet van verschrikking - nee
Niet van pijn - althans niet zozeer
Als ik jou zie dan stokt
Mijn adem elke keer weer

Ik weet dat ik dromen heb - veel
Die eigenlijk onmogelijk zijn
Vriendschap is het hart alles waard
Zelfs deze steeds terugkerende pijn

Als ik je dan weer met een ander zie
Tijd vervlogen - een nieuwe vlam
Dan weet ik dat ik alleen ben
Maar dat was ik al voordat jij kwam

Ach verzwolgen door de visie - zo groot
Ben ik en ik deins niet terug - ik zou
Eigenlijk wel moeten en het vergeten - toe
Zie mij als niet als meisje maar als vrouw

Maar nee - ook ik zie wat je bedoelt
Als je zegt dat het niet zou gaan
Want alles riskeren voor de liefde - zou
De vriendschap dan nog wel blijven bestaan

Ik denk alleen aan de passie - tja
Mijn hoofd verstrikt in gevoel
Maar ook ik weet eigenlijk wel beter
Niet alles is altijd geheiligd voor het doel

En jij - zo groot en sterk - doch vederzacht
Ik weet niet eens waar ik zou moeten beginnen
Wat is wijsheid - het maar gewoon zo laten
En je van een afstandje blijven beminnen

Haal verhaal - maak er een mooi boekje van
Mijn woorden zijn geteld - wezenloos
En als ik oud ben zal ik het begrijpen
Maar het stiekem toch wel jammer vinden

- dat je nooit voor mij koos

The Woman In Me

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 21:57:32 GMT

The Woman In Me

I believe that in the sun
When the morning has begun
There lies the answer waiting
I will be celebrating
You

And the dream is not to pass
Where I find things that last
My thoughts in my forehead
Dreaming of you instead
Surreal

Are they emotions to the motions
When I laugh hard at loving potions
When I know they won't help me
Setting the desires free
From me

Truly I am aghast at those thoughts
When I keep throwing forget-me-nots
Trying so hard to shed a different light
But I still remain the same in sight
To see

Woman - battered child unleashed
'T is the storm before the feast
But given solitude it will not end
When thoughts of flesh are driving me
Around the bend

Hear me know - a woman's cry
Who is sick of being passed by
Sick of chains unseen and forever bound
Even when no piece of iron can be found
anymore

I am shedding them like pieces of hair
But I have shown too much an image unfair
Now I am the fox playing tricks to be heard
While deep down knowing they are absurd
The attempts

All I wish is to be seen like me
Not that little girl that was never free
I am a woman now - and still growing to be so
Bummed at the fact that I am being let go
By you

'The Crossroads Of Time - Believe' and 'The Union'

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 13:39:51 GMT

The Crossroads Of Time - Believe

When few are the senses of the time
The heart will not succumb but rule
And there are traces left of a million dreams
That come and go as they please

Whirlwinds are racing and tracing over the land
These dreams what will they bring this time?
Can you hold on to them and run freely
Hunt them down as they try to flee

There are dreams in there, inside your very soul
Do not ever deny them, but bind them to you
Seek them out when they are most needed - like now
Release them again inside yourself and vow

That whatever life brings and lays on your doorstep
That you'll never give up, but will keep going
Until the very earth rises up again and lifts you up
And those dreams float free outside the cup

Lay your head to rest tonight knowing this
That all will find it's way back again to where it belongs
The roads will cross and wind and combine
And soon you'll wake up one morning and feel fine

The Union

Hear music; love and life they come
and form a line in front of me
That I had said these words to thee
and held it close forever; wishing

The light that came shining through
The trees that seemed to set the sky
Alight with flames of greenery
The birds most nearer by

Then I hath held thee close
and said these words so true
Where I would look upon thee
and swear none other I would woo

The dreams would soothe and linger
Where thou more nearer by
The times would change into a reverie
Where we would be - nolonger merely thou and I

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Clearing The Paths

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 16:24:33 GMT

Clearing The Paths

How do I stop myself from drowning in your vision
That eyes that tell the soul and the world to go on
And live their lives as they want it to
But what about you?

Do paths of roses only bloom for others - not you
Do skies only shimmer sunlight through the clouds
And raindrops only fall when soil needs it
How does that fit?

Is there a train of thoughts that goes all the way
And brings back those memories to you to feel
Is there a party that's neverending and forever
Could life be that clever?

As the going rates go and shiver down a pipe of lead
And dreams wake you up in the middle of the night
Sudden stop for where you are supposed to go
And do you know?

Rain, the sun, the stars, the moon all will be aligned
Come that day that freedom will appear to you and smile
Breaking all the rules that they have set
So life can be lived

- Also outside your head -

Ocean Wide

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:06:16 GMT

Ocean Wide

Oh let the heart breathe
When the mind cannot survive
Where as I lay here in my bed
Thinking I should be more alive
What daredevils dare pass
And come to take my hand
Where I cannot follow them
Sinking my feet in quick sand
Allow me space; space to dream
Forsake me not this time
When I wish I could be everything
And you perhaps could be mine
What dreamlover would that be
Who is this ghost that haunts my mind
My dream angel to come and take me away
Where noone else could ever find
I truly think life is simply not enough
Without someone by my side
Whom I could love the old fashioned way
Deep, solid, breathless, forever, ocean wide

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